I am away this week on a retreat, totally off-grid. Not looking at the screen at all.
I’m writing this in advance and as an advocate of stepping away from the fray. I do take weekends off and I do get more space in the summer. But a whole week away from all my obligations and routines?
It sounds good and it’s also scary. I noticed all my fears and patterns pop up like popcorn before I left. Would the food be enough for me? Would I get along with the other participants?
This summer I have really noticed how uncomfortable change is. DUH, right? It’s easy to feel the discomfort of where we are. It’s easy to feel desire for where we want to be. But between the two, we encounter a lot of thrash. We don’t easily let go of beliefs, habits, and fears that want to keep us in the known.
I witness my clients as they go through the thrash around writing and creating. Like most things, wouldn’t it be nice if it were just a matter of a slogan – Just do it! Or a schedule we could stick to?
But no. Life is meant to challenge us. If we want to grow, we have to go through the growing pains.
Here’s to giving yourself permission to have growing pains. Here’s to being kind to yourself as you go through the thrash.
What helps you get through the thrash? Feel free to share your thoughts on the Original Impulse blog here.

Summer is my favorite season. It seems the most potent reminder to soak up the moment. If I don’t stop to notice the roses in our yard, next thing you know, they’re faded and falling away.
When I go through a reflection process like this, I am always surprised. This time I was blown away by how much I did since the notebook began in September. A few things:
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