The other day in the Impulse Writing Club, our Writual Blessing was Writing heals you. This Blessing seemed particularly apt for the week’s writing.
I’m just over 20,000 words into my novel in progress. There’s a lot to write, and my deadline is November 17th. We leave for a vacation in London that day and I hope to have a shaggy draft done before I go. I need to channel Tori Amos and her energetic keyboard jam style to get this done!
While bobbing around in water aerobics class the other day, I had wave after wave of insights about how writing this book is changing my life. I’ll share a few of my benefits of writing a novel here.
1 I have ‘writer’s eyes’ on all the time. Out in the world, I automatically write in my head the things I see. I describe and put into words what I see. This feels good, and it somehow feels like I am learning to write better. I call this ‘hands-off keyboard’ writing. Even when we’re not inking things, writers are always playing with language.
2 I have a clear creative edge. My current creative edge is description. I struggle to find interesting ways to describe external things like the landscape or the setting. It’s a fine line between straightforward writing and overwrought prose. In this novel, I get to apply myself at my creative edge and see growth.
3 I see situations in the book – and in life – more objectively. I always tend toward seeing multiple perspectives on life. In this autofiction, I can get out of my point of view and see myself and my actions objectively. This is the kind of thing we seek in therapy. This is a big bonus I didn’t expect.
4 The hard stuff I am writing about yields benefits I have always sought in therapy. This is where writing feels healing.
5 I feel happier. Having a creative writing project gives me a sense of satisfaction that I don’t get from other work projects. Engaging in a project that’s initially just for me seems to give me confidence and self-respect. This is one of the big challenges of writing a long project – while doing it, we are the only ones benefiting from it. But I assert it’s worth it, even if it’s just for us.
I appreciate all these insights. I just dove into this idea. NaNoWriMo – the invitation to draft 50,000 words in a month – drove me past overthinking the idea. My published novel took 12 years to write. I’ve avoided other long works of fiction because I don’t want to take that long. Now I feel motivated to take up projects for their own sake. Not worrying about how long it will take. Setting aside concern about where it will go and what it will do for me.
Soaking up the feelings and insights I get while writing gives me plenty. Right now, I’m going to savor that.
And now, I’m off to ink my 2500 words for the day because that deadline is moving toward me. And I am moving toward it, with my heart open and fingers dancing.
What benefits are you gleaning from your current project? Share in a comment below.



